Yesterday, I read somewhere that procrastination is merely a projection of fear.    Honestly, I had never thought of it in those terms, but it would explain my current position.    I have been writing two books for a while.   Fluctuating between writing constantly for days to barely acknowledging my efforts.   Most of… Continue reading Procrastination

Foreign Concept

For years, I have dreamed about an excursion to Italy.   Immersing myself in the culture while treating my senses to flavors, sights, and smells that I would carry with me forever.    This October my dream will become a reality.  The hubs and I will journey with a group of travelers to explore this… Continue reading Foreign Concept

Wife Trap

Well, I survived the outing to the Ariana Grande concert with the boys last night.   My enjoyment was mostly watching Bailey dance and Bryce complain about how loud it was.  Seriously, he is fifteen and way to young to sound like an old man.   While we were gone, I had asked Brian to… Continue reading Wife Trap

Parent Trap

If I were up for the Mother of the Year award, I certainly would get it after tonight.  I volunteered to take my two boys to the Ariana Grande concert. Actually, I think Brian ran away when it was discussed, so I was the only alternative.  In fact, I don’t think I have ever seen… Continue reading Parent Trap


I have been saying this a lot lately, but I am happier now then I have ever been.  That is not to disregard my years prior, but I feel more comfortable in my own skin now.  There is a sense that everything in my life has fallen into place.  All the puzzle pieces magically fit.… Continue reading Realization

The Whispers

One of the first lessons that I learned while doing my spiritual and emotional cleanse is that I was not going to please everyone.   There would be repercussions.  Change is hard even with the best of intentions.   My spiritual journey is MINE, so when making those decisions, I have my own well-being in… Continue reading The Whispers


This week has certainly been a lesson for me emotionally, spiritually, and physically.   Dealing with flooding issues along with unexpected actions by other individuals has given me plenty to ponder.   Not a big shock that when I am physically tired, those tiny triggers can evolve and take over my peace of mind.  … Continue reading Triggers