So, most of you will be remember that I emotionally cleansed myself of a relationship last year. It was a necessary action in order for me to move forward and rid myself of a relationship that was not just impairing me, but the other person as well. It was not a decision that I… Continue reading Sprinkled Lies
My greeting to people around me is that I am not currently spiritual fit. By that I mean I don’t play well with others, at this moment. The recovery period for any type of surgery is a slow re-entry into the world. As I have shared, I am not a very compliant patient… Continue reading The Disclaimer
While I sit here reluctantly waiting to heal, I am struck at how our society navigates. We are all so busy. Busy….busy….busy. What exactly are we busy doing? Yes, there are jobs, families, obligations, but when did we stop being human beings? When did we think what we were doing was more important… Continue reading Busy Signal
My biggest problem before surgery is that I tend to romanticize it. I buy cute pajamas, some new books, put clean sheets on the bed and fill my refrigerator with some of my favorite foods. I forget that I won’t care what I look like, my appetite will be limited, books will be uninteresting and… Continue reading And Away She Goes…..
So, now I am in the mode of my recovery where I have way too much time on my hands and too much thought in my head. I am analyzing and dissecting everything and everyone. Naturally, when one is physically immobilized, it is easy to go down the path of darkness. This… Continue reading Recovery Mode Step 2…..Scorekeeping
I conveniently forgot that the second day after surgery sucks. The kind that makes you cry for your mommy and leads you down a whiney path. That was me yesterday. Full on helpless. I couldn’t put any weight on my right leg, so thank goodness I had crutches from an earlier incident. … Continue reading Surrender
Yesterday, was quite a world wind. With a phone call moving up my surgery to coming home, I almost feel like I have whiplash. I had never been to this surgical center before, but had heard wonderful things about it. I was instantly ushered in for registration along with being hurried back… Continue reading On The Bright Side